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Well hello! Has it been about six months since my last update? I think so, because that's how pregnant I am right now.
Yup, we're expecting another little girl around the beginning of June, and I currently feel like I am carrying a small planet around and not a tiny baby. I also look like that. We're very excited over here, but let me tell you, the first trimester was ROUGH. Like, constant nausea for weeks rough. The kind where you don't want to do anything but sleep until it's over? So naturally all drawing projects came to a screeching halt while I wussed out on the couch in the fetal position. Once I finally got my energy back I needed to focus on other things, what sort of life stuff do I need to get done before this baby comes? Getting our office converted into a bedroom, cleaning out junk and storing other junk. Finishing touches on a children's book I have been working on for a lady who is self publishing (I will be posting more details about that as soon as they are polished up and ready to share. So exciting!) We started house hunting in our area which has been about 30% exciting possibilities and 70% sucking the soul out of my body.
I'm also just wrapping up another 8 week set of art courses at the charter school where I teach. Though this time around they asked if I could "throw together a middle school class." Just THROW TOGETHER an 8 week curriculum for kids at an age where the only thing that appeals to them is TOTAL CHAOS.
And I had a week and a half to prepare.
IT's bEEN A BUSY COUPLE of MONTHS.
Oh yeah, and I have a two year old too! Let's not forget her! She's still awesome and fun and sweet (and she talks so much, she honestly keeps getting funnier), but she's also getting more independent and has waaaay more energy than I do right now. On good days we're having fun exploring the world together and teaching her to be a civilized person. On bad days I'm just trying to keep her from digging through the cat box. We have a lot of both days.
So basically, what I'm whining about is, look how impressive it is that I finished another page of Arlana's story! LOOK. I still draw sometimes! I wish I was drawing more but you have to measure success differently depending on what's happening in your life at the time. That's been a good but tough lesson I've been learning throughout my life, but especially as a mother. I've never wanted to be the "do it all" woman, but there are THINGS I want to make sure I don't let fall by the wayside. And just taking the time to do a little sketching here and there are helping me make sure I don't stop drawing all together because I'm too busy or not motivated, or what have you. My husband is also so supportive of making sure that I have time to do my art, I can't emphasize enough how important that is. Don't stay with someone who doesn't appreciate and support what you're passionate about (as long as it's a healthy passion, you know? I'm really passionate about eating chocolate too but we try to keep that in check.)
Having you cool people to share it with is also so motivating and keeps me accountable. I'm sorry if I haven't responded to some of your wonderfully thoughtful comments, I think I kept holding out until I had something to upload. Now I'm going to try to go back through and answer those.
Hope to hear how some of you are doing too! Thank you for your patience, all the favs, and all the comments!
Yup, we're expecting another little girl around the beginning of June, and I currently feel like I am carrying a small planet around and not a tiny baby. I also look like that. We're very excited over here, but let me tell you, the first trimester was ROUGH. Like, constant nausea for weeks rough. The kind where you don't want to do anything but sleep until it's over? So naturally all drawing projects came to a screeching halt while I wussed out on the couch in the fetal position. Once I finally got my energy back I needed to focus on other things, what sort of life stuff do I need to get done before this baby comes? Getting our office converted into a bedroom, cleaning out junk and storing other junk. Finishing touches on a children's book I have been working on for a lady who is self publishing (I will be posting more details about that as soon as they are polished up and ready to share. So exciting!) We started house hunting in our area which has been about 30% exciting possibilities and 70% sucking the soul out of my body.
I'm also just wrapping up another 8 week set of art courses at the charter school where I teach. Though this time around they asked if I could "throw together a middle school class." Just THROW TOGETHER an 8 week curriculum for kids at an age where the only thing that appeals to them is TOTAL CHAOS.
And I had a week and a half to prepare.
IT's bEEN A BUSY COUPLE of MONTHS.
Oh yeah, and I have a two year old too! Let's not forget her! She's still awesome and fun and sweet (and she talks so much, she honestly keeps getting funnier), but she's also getting more independent and has waaaay more energy than I do right now. On good days we're having fun exploring the world together and teaching her to be a civilized person. On bad days I'm just trying to keep her from digging through the cat box. We have a lot of both days.
So basically, what I'm whining about is, look how impressive it is that I finished another page of Arlana's story! LOOK. I still draw sometimes! I wish I was drawing more but you have to measure success differently depending on what's happening in your life at the time. That's been a good but tough lesson I've been learning throughout my life, but especially as a mother. I've never wanted to be the "do it all" woman, but there are THINGS I want to make sure I don't let fall by the wayside. And just taking the time to do a little sketching here and there are helping me make sure I don't stop drawing all together because I'm too busy or not motivated, or what have you. My husband is also so supportive of making sure that I have time to do my art, I can't emphasize enough how important that is. Don't stay with someone who doesn't appreciate and support what you're passionate about (as long as it's a healthy passion, you know? I'm really passionate about eating chocolate too but we try to keep that in check.)
Having you cool people to share it with is also so motivating and keeps me accountable. I'm sorry if I haven't responded to some of your wonderfully thoughtful comments, I think I kept holding out until I had something to upload. Now I'm going to try to go back through and answer those.
Hope to hear how some of you are doing too! Thank you for your patience, all the favs, and all the comments!
2020 and the Year that Ate My Brains
This last year and a half really knocked me out of my art game. Sometimes life gets richer and more complicated in good ways, but it doesn't mean they're not challenging too. I'm trying to adapt to a life where a lot of the time I used to have is being parceled out differently. There's also the emotional ups and downs of having a new baby... again! (For anyone who has been following me for a while... bless your patience.... that's three now). All that to say, art took a backseat and parenting and house ownership and gardening filled up it's space. I'm trying to push myself a little extra hard to start making art again. I have to think about projects differently and organize my time (which is not and never has been my strong suit) It's not an easy thing to get through any task without needing to stop several times for this or that. Of course, now that I'm finally making time to draw again there are huge gopher holes in my yard. Really? So I suppose I just wanted to say
Ooh La La
Guess who enabled me to prettify my Journal?? THESE GUYS *thumbs up at anonymous core membership donors* I know it's not perfect (because I know squat about coding) but I couldn't even try it out if it weren't for their gifts. I had been meaning to say something for awhile but I've been drawing! Which, I believe, was really the point. Here's a nice thing, draw more please. But all the same, I really wanted to mention how surprised and pleased I was. That made my birthday pretty special. <3
I hope to have the next Joining Ritual page up pretty soon. That is another page that is mostly drawn and ready to go. It's the page
DeviantArtist Questionnaire
How long have you been on DeviantArt? Five years, but I didn't get brave enough to post my own work until about three years ago.
What does your username mean? It's a combination of Ranma, my favorite comic book, and CMH, my old initials.
Describe yourself in three words. Overthinking things constantly
Are you left or right handed?
Right handed.
What was your first deviation? Cicero 1/2!
What is
Some updates and some love
I am so happy to finally be getting to sections of the story that I already have drawn in my book! It only took YEARS OF MY LIFE.
Which reminds me, I wanted to thank everyone who has been visiting and favoriting and commenting. I promise I am not fishing for compliments, but It really does inspire me to keep working on this project. This is a labor of love, but it can be difficult at times to keep going with a baby to take care of, a husband to pay attention to, a house to keep from turning into a disaster area, and other jobs (art jobs thankfully!) that need my attention. Sometimes this sketchbook is just a way to keep me from forgetting
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Congratulations!! Glad to hear you're feeling better now; good grief, how much do you try to do??! It IS impressive you got a page out! (such a lovely one, too. Poo, you did WONDERFUL armor. And those expressions! I was dying, lol.)
OH dear, I remember the house hunting and I cannot imagine doing that while everything else is going on for you!! (I will suggest, best idea i had was to video a walkthrough of the houses to look at later, because at the end of the day you suddenly cannot remember what the hell you saw that day! And the video gives you a much better idea of layout and space than just pics. )
Been a bit pre-occupied myself with mom issues and some hard decisions, but hopefully things smoothing out now. I have such a backlog of devs to catch up on myself... and feel really bad that I've done NO writing for months. Honestly have not even felt like it; it seems all my inspirations have gone out the window. Well, here's hoping spring will bring better days and inspire me!
So do you have a name for Miss Arriving in June? *reads other comments* oops never mind, lol.
OH dear, I remember the house hunting and I cannot imagine doing that while everything else is going on for you!! (I will suggest, best idea i had was to video a walkthrough of the houses to look at later, because at the end of the day you suddenly cannot remember what the hell you saw that day! And the video gives you a much better idea of layout and space than just pics. )
Been a bit pre-occupied myself with mom issues and some hard decisions, but hopefully things smoothing out now. I have such a backlog of devs to catch up on myself... and feel really bad that I've done NO writing for months. Honestly have not even felt like it; it seems all my inspirations have gone out the window. Well, here's hoping spring will bring better days and inspire me!
So do you have a name for Miss Arriving in June? *reads other comments* oops never mind, lol.